26.2.09

Yesterday

i hurt. Pure hurt and pain beyond belief.
Why did this one thing like almost everything else have to die?
But maybe it didn't.
All I know is, right now
I am hurting more than I ever have before.

5.2.09

Slow Down

Decisions made from desperation
No way to go
Internal instincts craving isolation
For me to grow
Fell in a river of illusion
And apathy
Drowning in a self-induced confusion- "Re-Align", Godsmack

I was so dumb to think I was ready to be married. I don't have the money. I don't have the financial standings to be secure, heck I don't have anything. She and I both decided that waiting is the best thing to do. Ergo, we shall.

3.2.09

GEEKDOM AT ITS GRANDEST

http://www.firstshowing.net/2009/01/31/it-has-arrived-transformers-revenge-of-the-fallen-super-bowl-trailer/

HOLYGOSHGOODNESSME!